2019 - HOPE
Started this job thinking it would "build character."
Character built: exhausted.
2020 - REGRET
Learned 47 new responsibilities.
Received 0 new money.
2021 - BURNOUT
Manager said “we’re family here.”
Worst family reunion ever.
2022 - SUFFERING
Attended meetings that could’ve been emails.
Lost pieces of my soul daily.
2023 - ACCEPTANCE
Coffee became a survival requirement.
Sleep became optional.
2024 - CHAOS
Another “quick call” lasted 3 hours.
I aged visibly.
2025 - DESPAIR
Vacation request denied.
Apparently suffering is mandatory.
2026 - STILL HERE
Send help.
Or pizza.
AFTER HOURS - FREEDOM
Then the laptop closes.
The sunlight feels real again.
Music gets louder. Food tastes better. Time finally belongs to me.
No meetings. No deadlines. No “quick calls.”
Just peace.